New Dimensions...

I originally started this blog to update my experiences with lucid dreaming and out of body experiences. Since my last post I have been through intense spiritual periods. I have learned the skill I have always coveted and I can now leave my body at will nearly every time I attempt. I've discovered two new dimensions that I fully lack the words to articulate the experience in a way where I'd feel the listener could actually comprehend without having the same experience. I'll just call them the geometric and light dimensions. I can't explain how or why I've gone to these two places but I understand that the geometric dimension is closely woven to our own common perception of reality. I have found that by sitting calmly, I can visually see the energetic patterns of the geometric dimension in the world around me. It's as if gaining a new perception of sight but a different sight than my physical eyes see. I can see this whether my eyes are open or closed or whether I am in my body or out so long as I wish to see it. My intent to focus on it brings it forth and allows me to cross the barrier. I've now had several out of body experiences while still being awake in the way that you would say I am not sleeping. Not in bed. While in a sitting meditative posture, I have had the experience of leaving my body and entering these other planes. At first this was frightening because I was unsure whether or not my body was safe or if it was even still living. I have questioned whether or not my body was alive or dead, especially upon entering the light dimension. From the geometric place where colors of energy dance in multi-dimensional geometric patterns and shapes, a light tunnel appeared which I became drawn toward. It surrounded and engulfed be and I became surrounded by a void and infinite nothingless made of pure white light. I became unaware of the body completely and questioned whether I was alive or dead. I don't have all the answers but what I can tell you is this... I've been having these OBEs for years, mostly in our physical realm where I walk about as a "ghost" and explore and even occasionally interact with others who are having a similar experience. It happened at random then because I made so much effort, I learned to do it at will and then I discovered there are other dimensions out there. I can at will leave my body in a sleeping state and now on occasion I can leave my body in a waking state. What I've learned is how to control and recognize the feeling of the astral body to the point where I can separate it at will, most of the time. When waking, there does seem to be a degree of difficulty in separating from the body only because the body must be so relaxed that it's sometimes too difficult to separate while maintaining a meditation upright posture. However, I've done it a couple times. What does it all mean? That is the question I continue to pursue.