Saturday, October 1, 2011

Sometimes We Leave Our Bodies and Don't Realize!

This is actually comforting to me. Knowing that I am leaving my body more often than I realize.
Especially comforting when I haven't been "out" as much as I like.

Just the other day I had a non-lucid OBE. This means, I was able to confirm to myself, PROVE I was out of my body without realizing I was out of my body at the time. To me, it was just a dream. I was not clear, aware, mentally awake or whatever you might describe it as. However, I was out of my body on the earth plane, or rather, just like a ghost, wandering around.

I dreamed that I was walking beside my house out toward my chicken coop. I saw the door swing open from heavy winds. All the chickens were out. This causes me to feel a sensation of panic. The dogs will attack the chickens if they get out. Immediately, I woke up and I felt relieved this was only a dream. A short while later, still early morning, I went to collect the eggs. Having thought it was just a dream, I realized it was an OBE. The winds had been so strong they knocked down gates, the coop door was wide open and all the chickens were out. Luckily, the dogs did not realize.

All my birds were safely put back into their coop. They can enjoy the outside from the safety of their fenced outdoor run now.

I think we do this naturally, leave our bodies I mean. This is why I care so much about taking advantage of it. Remembering and being aware of it. My ideal OBE would be to experience the separation, be clear minded and aware. I go through periods when I am more able and less able to OBE at will. Regardless of whether it's happening at will or randomly, it's happening.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Woke up on the ceiling! Plus, being pulled out of the body.

It's been awhile since my last post. I do have periods of time when I don't get out of my body as much but rest assured I will continue to share. If you see that I have not posted in some time, well, that is why.

Actually I did have one other astral experience between my last post and this one... but it's so far out there that I feel hesitant about posting it, for now... What I will tell you is that I did not come out of my body normally. I was pulled out by what I perceived to be a green light and I was taken to another world or realm, that was beautiful and green with exotic plant life. Overall it was a very peaceful experience. Being pulled out of my body felt fast and a bit forceful. It was a little shocking but at the same time, I wanted to go. The command I thought aloud was "I am being abducted and I am going to remember this time." I don't know why I said "this time" but for some reason I felt that this has happened before. I have no previous memories of this but based on my pure astral thought, I suspect this has happened before.

My most recent out of body experience happened a couple days ago. A lot of times while we are sleeping and unaware, the astral body separates from the physical body. Sometimes the mind is not alert and clear during the separation, but asleep. This was the case when I woke up on the ceiling, twice on this particular morning.

I recently pulled a muscle in my back and I woke up around 5 AM and went into the shower to let hot water run on my back to sooth the ache. I was still extremely sleepy the whole time but I couldn't find a comfortable way to lay in bed so I was in a sort of half sleep in the shower, then after some time returning to bed around 6 AM.

Then, Suddenly my mind wakes up! I was separated from my body already. I was sitting or laying, crouching on the ceiling, across the room. The first thing I did was look at my hands. They were purple which confirmed to me that this was my astral body. (sometimes I have a purple body and sometimes I am a ball of light) I looked down at my bed and saw the sheet I was covered in and the lump under it, which was my body, completely covered up in a blue fitted sheet that I use as a blanket sometimes. I like to use the fitted sheet because it feels like a cocoon.

As I realized I was out of my body, I thought about what I wanted to do now. I wanted to go outside. On this particular occasion I was having problems (mentally) flying through the wall. So, instead I passed through the window. It was easier to wrap my mind around. Although passing through walls is possible and I have done it, sometimes I take one step back before taking two forward. I think this is normal.

Once I flew through my window, passing the thickness of the glass (which I seem to be able to feel) I went outside and started to lose my lucidity or awareness. I remember thinking, commanding (every thought is like a spoken word in the astral) "be clear" "want clarity" and things like that. Then I was able to come back momentarily before losing my astral awareness.

Then, I once again, became aware and astral, on the ceiling again. I don't know why my astral body decided to hang out on the ceiling. This time, I tried to remain completely calm, speaking/thinking what I wanted. "Floating down" I lowered myself to the floor. I still didn't know exactly what I wanted out of this experience. It's been awhile since I have been out of body so I had no planning of who I wanted to see or where I wanted to go. So I decided I wanted to go back outside and fly around. I flew back out the window. It was an overcast day (it was also upon waking) and I floated about outside my window, looking at the trees the sky, then I started to fly straight verticle. There was a flash of white light and I was snapped back into my body. I knew I was there, but not fully reattached yet as I had paralysis. A few moments later I woke out of my bed, feeling refreshed and wonderful. It was about 8AM or so.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Lucid Dream to Astral





I know I have not updated in awhile. Unfortunately, I have allowed myself to become busy with the ongoings of daily physical life.

I have had several lucid dreams since my last post but not so many astral projections. I found the lucid dreams I was in to be pleasurable and just have not had the desire to leave the body. However, today in my lucid dream I very much wanted to separate and I did.


In my lucid dream I was walking around in a shopping center of some kind. While the specific details often slip my mind, I do recall what triggered me to realize I was dreaming. I was walking to an entrance when suddenly instead of approaching the entrance I was back again where I started. I looked around in my dream, saw the same people and things I had seen moments earlier as if experiencing deja vu inside a dream. Then it had occurred to me that I was in fact, dreaming. It was like a broken DVD and realizing that life images do not cycle in this way, triggered my awareness. In my dream I was walking with a man and woman and as soon as I had the awareness and lucidity I looked to them, told them I was dreaming and I wanted to project now. I said "see ya later" raised my arms and flew up. Somehow this action has become pattern for me to "end the dream".



Once the dream ended I retained the same awareness but I knew for a fact that I was laying in my bed, feeling so awake. Then I could see the room because I had partially separated from my body. I focused in on my arms and lifted my astral arms away from the arms of my body. My astral arms were blue, very much like Krishna and the tips of my fingers, the nails, are purple. I am already aware of my blue and violet coloring while in the astral but I don't always retain human form while projecting. Anyway, back to the projection experience. The body is sleeping in the bed and I am - my awareness and astral self is sitting up in bed partially sharing the same space with the body. My husband is sleeping beside me and I began to touch him with my blue hands. I also recall looking at myself sleep. My pink or white skin seemed so foreign at the time, so far away from who I really am. I did not leave my room in this projection. There was a small energy being in my room with me. I do not know its origin. It appeared to be a white ball with a tail. (kind of like a tadpole) and it was about the size of a mouse. I think it is an astral creature of some kind although I do not know what it is exactly. I just remember observing it as it traveled into my room, passed by and left, through the wall. At some point my memory abruptly ends. I do not recall re-entering my body or going anywhere else. It just ended.