Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Flying Outta This World

So check out this dream that happened. I became lucid after seeing an elephant and then I flew up and out of the atmosphere, while loudly calling out. I don't know what I was calling for but I felt as though I was attracting something, like a siren. I sounded like a siren with multiple voices. I left the atmosphere, shooting up at the speed of light and it was dark space then a bright vivid area opened up and other people were there just kind of wandering or floating around. Then I went into the dark in between dream state. Don't know what to make of it if anything but later on in my waking day I have been feeling buzzing and warm energy along with feelings of joy.

I guess some could say I am delusional but if thats true, I'm happy that way which is more than I can say for most. I take my dream life more seriously than most people. I also remember them more than average and have personally experienced what its like to leave the body, projecting out, turning around seeing my body sleeping and still be able to use my mind and observe things in time.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Love Meditation - Sleep Wish - Arms out - Lucid Dream - Updates

So I have been doing a love meditation the past couple of days. It has been helping a LOT. Past couple of weeks I went through a negative period and I am coming out of it. During that time, the negativity prevented me from being able to dream or astral project. I'm happy that has passed!

So, lets start off with a wish I made. I made a wish to myself that I would not sleep as much and have more energy when I am awake. So, since that wish a couple of days ago, my new sleeping schedule follows a basic 4 hour sleep from about midnight to 4am. Then I wake, potty, have some water, do more love meditations and then return to sleep for about another 2 hours. When I wake again I usually spend another hour, laying and resting and meditating in bed before I get up for the day. So far I really like it and plan to continue.

The day before yesterday I had an astral experience that was not a full projection. The familiar body buzzing started and only my upper body separated for a short time and then I was snapped back in. Hey, after the negative period this made me feel relieved and overjoyed! I feel like I'm coming back, hey! So basically what happened is I could feel my arms out. I could feel the weightlessness of them and could see them on and off. Seems like when my head separates I can see and when its connected with the body I can't. Interesting nonetheless.

So last night I had my first lucid dream since the negative period. At night I did the love meditation (send love out, feel love, get comfy but staying as aware as possible) So, I started to dream I was shopping and a friend was driving me somewhere and as I looked out the window I saw several animals, a cat, a bear, gorilla, big foot, horse except they were in the city and they were out of proportion. The kitten was the size of the bear and the bear was the size of the kitten. Just then I recognized this was a dream and became aware. I called out that this is not real. I lifted my arms up high and said see ya later, I'm outta here! Just then the dream came to an end and I was in the inbetween dream state. Its all dark there and my mind feels like its awake and aware yet my body is completely paralyzed and unable to move. I recognize this paralysis. I was getting prepared to project from there but unfortunately my cat came and woke me up! So, I didn't get to project but I was close and lucid dreams are a step in the right path. The more lucid dreams you have the easier it is to project (in my experience)

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Dream of a Buck



I was having this dream last night, early in the morning and I was walking outside around the farm I live on. Then I saw a buck and walked over to him. He wasn't afraid or anything. It was like I wasn't even there. This was not a lucid experience at all. I was unaware that it was a dream state. But because there was nothing strange about it and it was so real and vivid, it could have been real? I could have been out there, really seeing a buck! He had 6 points on his antler and I didn't see any does with him. He was off to the side of my garden. We do get deer around here but I have only been seeing a 2-point buck around. I guess I have no way of knowing for sure what happened. But it was so real, like one of the dreams that confuses you later... did it happen? or not?